Sum Dum Hums

13. While you were having a conversation with the concerned person and he or she hangs up on you… but you just start missing them already when the conversation lasted only two minutes ago - geee..weve never had phone conversations before..but still, i know what this feels like..

12. You find yourself reading their text over and over again and that too with enjoyment - check my inbox and you’ll get the point..full of HIM only.

11. You find that your speed of walking decrease when you are walking with them - guilty as charged! and i lose my sense of direction also.

10. You feel shy in their company… - shy ke? more like control ayu kott..

9. You hear beats faster whenever you are thinking of them…- what beats eh?

8. You find yourself smiling when you just hear their voice..- just because he’s funny.not to mention damn cute!

7. When you lay eyes on them, the surroundings and people around don’t matter to you any more… You can just see him/her…- heyy..it matters ok..i dun want to langgar tiangs or pokoks ok..see him and his surrounding laaa..n his hair..n his smile..lalala~

6. You find yourself listening to the slow songs while you are thinking of them…- btol btol..btol sgt sgt..and u golek2 atas katil..if the moods comes u’ll even cry huhu..

5. They form a major part of your thinking…- yes they do.

4. Their scent is enough to get you high…- this is why i like the smell of fuzah’s hair conditioner so much..it makes my day..

3. You find yourself smiling to yourself while you are thinking of them…- ni kantoi ngan tqah smlm sbb senyum sorg2 time jln balik bilik ehehe..’the date went good eh?’

2. You can do anything for them…- plz define anything

1. While you were reading these signs, there was only one person in your mind…- hee..so true.

13 SIGNS OF FALLING IN LOVE HOHOHO

this is freakin interesting.

You might agree with it, but when it actually happens 96% of girls dont realize it ’til it is too late (!) and that guy who did it is so frustrated that he has moved on (!!) to someone who will take notice (YIKESS!!!)

From a guys point of view:

We don’t care if you talk to other guys.

We don’t care if you’re friends with other guys.

But when you’re sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.

It doesn’t help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we’re still there.

We don’t care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned.

Nothing is that important at 2 a.m that it can’t wait till the morning.

Also, when we tell you you’re pretty/beautiful/gorgeous/cute/ stunning,we freaking mean it.

Don’t tell us we’re wrong.

We’ll stop trying to convince you.

One of the sexiest thing about a girl is her confidence.Yeah, you can quote me.

Don’t be mad when we hold the door open.Take advantage of the mood i’m in.

Let us pay for you! dont "feel bad" about it

We enjoy doing it. It’s expected.

Smile and say "thank you."

Kiss us when no one’s watching.

If you kiss us when you know somebody’s looking, we’ll be more impressed.

You don’t have to get dressed up for us.

If we’re going out with you in the first place, you don’t have to feel
the need to wear the shortest skirt you have or put on every kind of
makeup you own.

We like you for who you are and not what you are.

Honestly, i think a girl looks more beautiful when she’s just in her pj’s or my tshirt and boxers, not all dolled up.

Don’t take everything we say seriously.

Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the beauty in it.

Don’t get angry easily.

Don’t talk about how hott Morris Chesnutt (sapekah???), Brad Pitt, or Jesse McCartney is in front of us.

It’s boring, and we don’t care. You have girlfriends for that.

Whatever happened to the word "handsome"/"beautiful"?

Girls, I cannot stress this enough:if you aren’t being treated right by a guy, don’t wait for him to change.Ditch him (cannnnnoooottttt!).
Sorry, disgrace to the male population ass and find someone who will treat you with utter respect.

Someone who will honor your morals.(i wish)

Someone who will make you smile when you’re at your lowest.(damn)

Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes.(hope so!!)

Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel, or what you do.(aaaaaaaaa~!! meranaaaaa..)

Someone who will stop what theyre doing just to look you in the eyes….and say "i love you" ..and actually mean it.

(saya hanya bole cakap..BIG OOOPPPSSS!! ill be sure to take notice next time! PLZ DUN STOP JUST YET!!)

hafiz adnan.

CLEO eligible bachelor no.29

so hawt.

aleng toot.

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6 weird things yerr..kalo x weird korg jgnla mara pulak..

no.1) aku pantang org tak reti jaga masa

kalo korg x reti jaga masa baik korg blah..haha..just joking..tp serius aku x ske gile ble org tak punctual..ble aku plak yg x punctual mesti aku rs mcm nak pukul diri sndiri..aku paling pantang kalo org tu ckp nak gerak kol 3 pastu kol 3 arr baru dier nak gosok baju,siap-siap,cari ni cari tuh kelam kabut sungguh..pastu kte kna tunggu dier..fuuuhhh berapii..time menunggu ni slalunya aku akan sumpah seranah sorg2 kalo x ponh sesape kat sebelah aku mmg kna arr dgr kata-kata pisau aku..mayb sbb aku dah dibesarkan mcm ni ke? kalo someone whos supposed to pick me up is late, selalunya aku yg kena mara ngan parents mcm dunia nak kiamat,mcm laa aku yg lmbt..eh hello, bkn kte yg lmbt laa!!

1 hour before is for siap2,find all your stuff..15 minutes before is for pakai tudung..5 minutes before kalo bole aku nak dah smpai to my destination..tp memandangkn kwn2 aku sume melayu, dan kebetulan aku pn melayu jgak, selalunya we’ll arrive 15 minutes late.janji melayu.tahniah.

no.2) i like bawangs

bawang goreng..bawang merah..bawang putih..bawang besar..daun bawang pun sedap..haha..aku tau ramai yg anti gila ngan bawang..dulu2 pun aku x ske gila ngan bawang. but then came the day..aku lapar gila nih..kat umah xde makanan yg bes..aku pn geledah la dapur..ttiba nmpk ade bawang goreng..eeeeeee..mcm sdap laaaa..pastu aku ratah la bawang goreng..dok dpan tv mkn bawang goreng sorg2..haha..bermulalah satu obsesi dgn bwg dan seluruh kaum keluarganya..kuang3..

no.3) aku tak reti pakai shower foam..

ehehe..shower gel ke cream ke foam ke sume aku x reti guna..saya mengaku bahawasenya saya seorg pengguna sabun buku..as in sabun biasa tu lah bkn sabun fab ok..aku rs dak laki pn bnyk gna shower foam kot..aku tak reti arr shower foam ni..x puas betul..buih x cukup..kalo aku guna sure less than 2 hari dah abis..sbb kalo gna sabun biasa pun aku boleh abiskan dlm 2 weeks sorg2..ni yg selalu kna mara ngan bapak aku ni.."shakirah you buatpe ngan sabun ni sampai tinggal kecik ni??!" err..mandi dgn puas?

no.4) aku ske wat muka

aku ske wat muka at 2 particular times,time tgh amik exam (rajin2 jengukla muka aku yer..) ngan masa tgh drive..jgn tanya kenapa

no.5) aku tak ske pasang kipas

haha..knape? sbb gombak sgt sejuuukkkk!! haha..sume yg dtg bilik aku mesti tanya,"nape tak bukak kipas?"..err..sbb sejuk? kalo aku duduk bilik org pun aku akan senyap2 gi tutup kipas..haha saje je..pastu nnt sume org akan mcm,"apsal panas ni?" pastu diorg pun bukak kipas sambil bising2 kat aku last2 aku yg berselimut sorg2..x kisahlah kat uia ke kat umah ke kalo bole aku mmg x ske bukak kipas..aku mmg x phm camne org leh bukak kipas sampai 5?? korg tak sejuk ke? maximum aku pasang smpai 3 je..

no.6) aku x reti pujuk org

nasibla korg..kalo korg dtg nangis2 kat aku sure nnt aku akn panggil org lain tlg pujuk..ntahlah..kesian la jgak kot tp masalahnya aku tak reti laaa!! kdg2 kalo org dtg nangis2 mesti aku rs nak gelak..konon nak menceriakn keadaan la haha..padahal aku gelak kat diri sndiri sbb aku tau aku xley handle situasi mcm tuh..aku rs mcm, "apsal dtg kat kte? kte tatau apa nak bwat laa!!" huhu..tu sbb aku ske nangis sorg2..xde nya aku suro org len pujuk..unless aku tau org tu mmg tau kte tgh perasaan mcm mn..org tuh mesti seseorg yg dah pnah rs mcm mn kte rs..sbb mane org len tau kte nye perasaan mcm mn kan? dier pn x ley nak relate..so mesti dier pun dont care.mcm aku.hmmh.

begitulah.pnat siot wat penerangan satu2..aku pn tatau nak tag sape..bkn sume org tulis blog..kan kan

ive broken 2 mirrors in less than one week..

the toilet mirror..and my brother’s mirror..

that makes it what? 7 x 2…14 years bad luck??

ngahaha…u dat superstitious ah?

ermh.sgtla bosan..

hawlidays..like yeay.

thing to do ngahaha:

1. get healthy n fit..kurush! sgt penting! nicole richie i luv you~!!

2. potong rambut..eh ske hati la.

3. repair muka..whitening n sumer2..sunburn langkawi tak ilang lagi nih..

4. dpt lesen..yeay! real lesen woohoo! gone with the big red ugly P!

5. go shopping..wahaha..(farha cpatlaa..im waiting for the so called girls day out..) hv to update wardrobe. want to go dating in style yeah~

6. ngorat..lagi dan lagi.sampai bile ntah.mayb akan kecewa di hujung jalan (mcm most definitely akan..) tp buat ms ni x kesah.nak jugak nk jugak!

7. blaja masak..NGAHAHA..AS IF.

8. mintak kereta.acecewawah.ini mmg mission impossible ni.. memandangkan ari tu bwk cam nak bunuh org..x sedar diri nih..

9. bc UBBL..haha.berjayakah aku? berjaya kot..building by-laws snanyer best jer..cumer mls..huhu..extra study for 3rd yr..HAHA

10. dpt result bes..waaaaaahhh takkooottt!! sem 2 sgt susaaahh!!

and so the dream date came true..very..what can i say eh? very ok? very nice i guess..u only know that u need him once u’ve lost him.

eh?

so smooth it went..true,we enjoyed ourselves..enjoyed most the time in the wayang.very close.very close..indeed..i could hv hugged him tight if i had my way..when i covered my eyes saying "owh shit.takutnyerr" (movie was full of orang bunuh orang..i was genuinely takot ok..), he went on to main siku-siku, leaned close n said "takut ke takut ke."

i thought i was gonna die of kebahagiaan.

i wanted to scream, "protect me protect me!" and leaned my head on his shoulders..well he nearly leaned on mine (ngee!)..at least that was what it felt like.huhu..it wasnt incredible.very much so-so if u asked me.yes he was different from what i had expected..very ramah..not so wallflower afterall..he was also very human..all this time i thought he was extraordinary-stylo-senior guy..hah.sala rupernyer..

and yet..

why does it end at that? saya sgt memerlukan awak, awak tau tak??!! awak tau tak saya ni sekarang makan tak lalu mandi tak basah?? ive never been so relieved to be home..at least i have my private sanctuary i can cry all night long..i wanted to cry during history class today..lagi tqah pujuk lagi nak berderai..i nangis kat katil tqah..nangis dlm bilik chuna..and i so wanna freakin cry right now!! why does it have to end one rainy afternoon without you even waving me goodbye? dulu saya dah lupakan awak tp awak yg dtg blk..awak mmg jht..

love is just a game - The Magic Numbers

ohoho..home at last..apa kaba sume org? ada baik? ada band. ni band yg aleng ske sgt nih..x bes pun..buang karan je dgr..well, xdela bes sgt..

UPDATES UPDATES..tgn da automatic n ever so permanent in autocad mode..x kesahla pakai word ke sketchup ke..mesti nak tekan esc bnyk2..kdg2 bile tersala ckp pun otak dah signal suro tekan esc..cancel balik! cancel balik! damn these working drawings..menakhluk hidup yg sedia tak aman..keje studio pun da lm tangguh..yes you always wonder why u took this course..mayb bcoz u nvr knew it u would suffer this much?

UPDATES UPDATES..relationship wise..im so happy!! eh yeke..the crush likes me back! the crush likes me back! fuh..relief..walopon dah lm berusaha melupakan si dia kan..ttiba dia respon plak..tpakse la gather all the feelings yg tlah berciciran ataupun tlah dicampak jauh..easy to say..mmgla dah suke balik..tp x mungkin segila dlu..u get me or not?? yerlaa..dulu,kte bagai nak rak minat kat dia..jd stalker siang mlm..dier cam bodo jer..so kte pun give up la kan..ttiba dunia aman sejahtera keje lancar sume dia pulak yg start..hadoii..mmg membingungkn..im cool im cool..pussycat dolls - i dont need a man - bole jd lagu tema tak?..kalo masih tak phm, refer to relationship wise - the crushes we have..

actually its 2 weeks till final submission..so doakan shakirah.her studies.her love life.the whole baggage.

beside me is a mirror.yes we have a full length mirror in the study.inilah sbbnya sgt menakutkan ble online alone tgh2 mlm.anyway.constantly looking into the mirror.what to see ah? i see these dark circles under my eyes.i look lousy.had this mean cold yesterday.bgn awl sgt mandi then sneezed all day.didnt help that i felt all really mushy inside.god help me with this heartache.so goodnight n went to bed.my face worked hard all night n i woke up all swolen.thk u lah.

school is starting in 3 days.less.studio work tak usik lg.structure x study lg.like, well done shakirah.

somebody ruined my hols.i got over this guy 2 years ago.so why am i back at point A? i am so pathetic.miserable.frustrated.everything in between.sewaktu dengannya.i hang my head.i screw my hair.i talk to the mirror.im like’ "so? SO? we’ll see sape yg bertahan.." dude.i really need to call someone.

i thought i was senseless enough.but this really hurts.

so thank you.