Sum Dum Hums

when you care you hurt.

ive stopped caring a long time ago..long long time ago..ape org kata, hati batu? tu yg bile patut nangis tu kdg2 takley nangis..pastu org kata kte xde perasaan..huhu..but some situations require you to be hati batu..but i still have feelings ok.

you hurt me you die.so i wish.u know that wallpaper i have.love kills? thats so true kan.kills u sikit demi sikit.dem.a lot of people saw the wallpaper and actually agreed.hah.so u know what it feels like? really? really??

then u must be hati batu jgak.kalo tak pun hati mati.btol tak?

so just let me be.i may not be single tommorow but then again i may not even be alive tommorow gak kan? those 13 signs are still gonna show but hey, im done waiting.

farha jom therapy.lets forget the jerks in our lives.and pretend they never made us cry.

while caring for my sickly datuk (yes my paternal grandparents live with us now), i came to realise one thing.i was given the honour of feeding him dinner tonight and as i was spoonfeeding him mashed carrots+potatoes+nasi+macam2 lagi, i watched him closely and thought;

"dulu garang sgt.."

haha.just kidding lorr..of course he was garang..he was guru besar laaa..tak garang tak menjadi la budak2 tuuu..anyway,as i watched him closely something hit me and i thought hoho..;

so that’s where i got my nose.

datuk punya hidung rupanya!! ceh.penat aku scan muka ayah ngan mama. maybe la ade sket2 rojak campur hidung diorg kan,but this! hoho..smacked right in the middle of my old grandpappy’s face i saw…hidungkuuu!!

ahaha..sambil suap-menyuap ngan layan dia bercakap tanpa gigi palsu dier (sikit pun x paham tp xpela) kte pun usap2 la tgn dierr..adik ckp kalo kte main2 urat dier nnt bole tgk darah jalan. so aku pun main2 laa urat dier yg timbul2 tuh..sebab datuk aku ni dah kurus keding,tgn dier dah xde daging dah, tinggal urat2 jerr..sekejap urat tu aku sekat, pastu aku bagi jalan balik, pastu sekat lagi, pastu tolak2 sikit..tiba-tiba,

"hah,watpe tu."

ehehe..adik aku dah sengih2 kat hujung meja..dia nampak rupanya.. nasib baik xde sape heran..nenek aku pun wat tak kesah je..ntah2 kalo aku potong urat datuk aku pun xde sape sedar

huhu.

anyway, beyondborders2007 sudahpun tamat pd 25 jun yg lepas (yeay!!)..tahniah committee!! lagi2 committee welfare woohhooo~ walopon org tak nmpk ktorg bekejar ke hulu ke hilir kutip sampah ape sumer,org nmpk kte glam jer jadi usher,tp xpe asal kte bahagia kan..asal glam wahaha..anyway i lost 2kgs over beyondborders..(wonder how much the director lost hihi..)

kepada sesape yg tercicir sejambak kunci, swiss knife attached, silalah tuntut kat aku..tempat penciciran : depan CAC..n kepada budak2 taylors..korg nyer tripod yg tertinggal tu baek korg dtg tuntut cepat..aku tanak pegang lama2..nnt aku bagi datuk aku jadikan tongkat kang