Sum Dum Hums

and so the dream date came true..very..what can i say eh? very ok? very nice i guess..u only know that u need him once u’ve lost him.

eh?

so smooth it went..true,we enjoyed ourselves..enjoyed most the time in the wayang.very close.very close..indeed..i could hv hugged him tight if i had my way..when i covered my eyes saying "owh shit.takutnyerr" (movie was full of orang bunuh orang..i was genuinely takot ok..), he went on to main siku-siku, leaned close n said "takut ke takut ke."

i thought i was gonna die of kebahagiaan.

i wanted to scream, "protect me protect me!" and leaned my head on his shoulders..well he nearly leaned on mine (ngee!)..at least that was what it felt like.huhu..it wasnt incredible.very much so-so if u asked me.yes he was different from what i had expected..very ramah..not so wallflower afterall..he was also very human..all this time i thought he was extraordinary-stylo-senior guy..hah.sala rupernyer..

and yet..

why does it end at that? saya sgt memerlukan awak, awak tau tak??!! awak tau tak saya ni sekarang makan tak lalu mandi tak basah?? ive never been so relieved to be home..at least i have my private sanctuary i can cry all night long..i wanted to cry during history class today..lagi tqah pujuk lagi nak berderai..i nangis kat katil tqah..nangis dlm bilik chuna..and i so wanna freakin cry right now!! why does it have to end one rainy afternoon without you even waving me goodbye? dulu saya dah lupakan awak tp awak yg dtg blk..awak mmg jht..

love is just a game - The Magic Numbers

ohoho..home at last..apa kaba sume org? ada baik? ada band. ni band yg aleng ske sgt nih..x bes pun..buang karan je dgr..well, xdela bes sgt..

UPDATES UPDATES..tgn da automatic n ever so permanent in autocad mode..x kesahla pakai word ke sketchup ke..mesti nak tekan esc bnyk2..kdg2 bile tersala ckp pun otak dah signal suro tekan esc..cancel balik! cancel balik! damn these working drawings..menakhluk hidup yg sedia tak aman..keje studio pun da lm tangguh..yes you always wonder why u took this course..mayb bcoz u nvr knew it u would suffer this much?

UPDATES UPDATES..relationship wise..im so happy!! eh yeke..the crush likes me back! the crush likes me back! fuh..relief..walopon dah lm berusaha melupakan si dia kan..ttiba dia respon plak..tpakse la gather all the feelings yg tlah berciciran ataupun tlah dicampak jauh..easy to say..mmgla dah suke balik..tp x mungkin segila dlu..u get me or not?? yerlaa..dulu,kte bagai nak rak minat kat dia..jd stalker siang mlm..dier cam bodo jer..so kte pun give up la kan..ttiba dunia aman sejahtera keje lancar sume dia pulak yg start..hadoii..mmg membingungkn..im cool im cool..pussycat dolls - i dont need a man - bole jd lagu tema tak?..kalo masih tak phm, refer to relationship wise - the crushes we have..

actually its 2 weeks till final submission..so doakan shakirah.her studies.her love life.the whole baggage.