Sum Dum Hums

yeah.

if im out of programs i usually go browsin thru my friends list..catch up on updates and progress..walaupun only thru pics kan..haah..i mish my friends..

kesimpulan..from wut ive seen..ramai dah kurus!! MY GOD how do u ppl do it?? tension ke? stress? saKittT kerr?? i tot i dah cukup stress but then i deal stress with intake of food (patutla..duuuuhhh…) but then how can u guys end up wit only skin and bones?? huhu..3 years is a lot of time la cik shakirah oii..u can lose as many kgs as u want in 3 yrs laaa..

goin thru again, i see ppl actually moving on..hey ppl, u guys still remember BP kan? kan? tell me kan???? isk sedeynyer..ramai yg dah bersepah overseas..suprisingly nobody got married yet..or did someone? n u know what..yg tak move on pun ada jgak! those couples who are still together!!! i admire korg so so much!!! setianyerrrrr~ kagum kagum…u should all go back and show cikgu shahrul that u are all for real..not just so u bole digantung sekolah or just to masuk mahkamah maktab..haha..mahkamah..haih rindunyer hidup kat maktab..again,HOW DO YOU GUYS DO IT?? u guys really wanna get married huh? all the best ok..ill be checking every year muahaha..

i just got back from perth yesterday..actually mlm td..and u know wut i did on my last night at perth..i cried in bed..kenapa? bkn sbb nak balik malaysia dah, tp sbb teringatkan ex boyfriend..as stupid as that sounds i really did miss him..at that time laa..i realised he was really good to me..we had fun..and i really felt protected..aaaaaa sedey..cried for about 5 minutes kot..then tertido..

this afternoon i browsed thru my friends lagi…hey friends..life moves on kan..yeah ive been thru a lot of friends..girls, very unpredictable..especially when u live together..first you become best friends..then at some point u start backstabbing each other..yes its like that all over the world..sgt bersyukur with the set of friends i have now..and rendangs, we all keep tight ok..and then u have guys..how to say ah..i wanna be good friends with them really i do..but i end up pushing them away and hurting a lot of them..do i? well it sure feels like i did..memang i can be sgt teruk sometimes..and i can really hurt ppl..adoi sedih nyer..one of those friends will leave malaysia in a couple of months..i really wanna meet up and spends these last days catching up..waaaaaaaaa nak nangis laaaaaa…yes my reasons are always the same..i have my circumstances..i hope ill get to send him at klia at least..maybe my hormones are unstable right now, but im getting emotional and i really feel like crying..

to a beloved friend,

emir zaman..15 years of friendship..if u still read my blog, through this i ask for forgiveness for my past and maybe future wrongs..if there is a way,ill try to make it right..ill try my best to make it to klia ok..friends are meant to be forever..insyaAllah.

kena cerita hari ni gak…walaupun br balik dan sgt penat dan sgt ngantok dan sgt teruja!!!

exam habis smlm..so ari ni freeeeee..bgn pg td mata merah sebelah..smpai ke ptg..sepet sebelah sket..g jln2 kat klcc bersama adhel dan sue..window shoppin..wat muka tak malu kuar masuk kedai mahal2..bwat2 tak sedar diri perasan billionaire la kan..haha..kesian diorg..plan asal nyer nak g zoo..mentang2 la uia tu dkat ngan zoo kan time2 boring nak pgi zoo plak..haaa..pastu tgk langit cam nak ujan…bak kata sue nnt abis bau taik gajah sume naik sbb kena timpa ujan..bak kata adhel plak nnt taik gajah percik2 kat muka..ntahpape ntah diorg nih..dlm bnyk2 topik bole borak dlm LRT,taik gajah gak yg diorg pilih..nasib baik aku ni jenis yang senyap dlm kenderaan..lg2 public transport..aku sumbang gelak jerla..so diorg ni heretla aku g klcc..pdn muka..sape suro bwk aku yg puasa nih..kan dah takley mkn..tunggula korg sampai maghrib muahaha

so merewang2 la ktorg kat klcc tuh..jln sini jln situ…usha dia ni usha dia tuh..tgk ader family melayu kat dlm tiffany and co. bwk anak laki plak tuh..so ktorg pn dgn slumber nyer melekat kat window tiffany and co…wat2 tgk jewelry..berapa kali ntah jln depan kedai semata2 nak usha anak laki tuh..sekali bpk dier perasan plak..ktorg pun cepat lari! cepat lari!..lawaks..ok ok..climax cerita…part ni yg aku nak tulih sgt sgt sgt dr awl cerita td..tp nnt tak shiok la xde jln cerita fail penulisan plak..ktorg jln2..then up ahead ada nmpk 3 org minah nih..aku perasan yg indian tu jer..ade ke pakai full sweatsuit kaler lime green..dahlerr tinggi..mane org tak perasan kan..yg dua org lg tuh pakai smart la..professional dressing..aku pun berpisah la dr adhel ngan sue nak bg laluan kat mereka2 nih..ke kiri…ke kiri..eceh..to the left to the left~ beyonce gitu..yg lime green indian ni g ikut plak..eh tepi lah pompuan aku nak jln laa..so bertembunglah ktorg..aik,dia mmg nak tegur aku rupanyer..

lime green indian: excuse me..are you local?

chocolate coloured shak: errr..yes im local..

lime green indian: i represent a modelling agency, err we handle commercials such as pantene,bla bla bla, bla..(dgr je nama pantene aku trus ilang..nak sumbat aku iklan syampu la tuh..) would you be interested in being a model?

(…adhel ngan sue telah dihalang dua org professionals td..aku nak mintak tulun pn takley..ooooo gelakkan aku yek..xpe xpe..)

chocolate coloured shak: (wat muka terpinga2 tp still maintain..) uh? errr..urm..no thanks..sengih he he

lime green indian: are you sure? (wah tanya dgn penuh interested!! i want but i cannot laa!!)

chocolate coloured shak: im sure..he he lagi..thanks

lime green indian: ok thank you~..(aik? xnak bg contact number ke? in case i change my mind la kan..)

wah!..dunia menjadi kecoh buat seketika..adhel ngan sue bising2..eee best nyer eee best nyer..shak bole masuk iklan laaa..bising bising bising..aku pn snanyer fikiran tgh melayang..mane tau td snanyer bole jd model iklan sunsilk yg terharu2 tuh ker…gile arh..i want to but i cannot laaa!!!! agak pelik la kan sbb adhel ngan sue dua2 cun gile, kuar dr uia dah bkak tudung kan..tiba2 minah indian ni gi corner aku plak mane tak pelik..bkan takat corner jer..siap seperate me from my two friends lg..oit sindiket ke aper??!!

mmg tgh cr model pakai tudung la tuh kot..tu yg terus terpikir iklan sunsilk tuh..huhu..kte tgk sape next sunsilk model pakai tudung..ade iras2 aku tak? huhu..melepas? melepas laaaaa!!! tp tulah..kna ikut polisi uia..student uia takley jd model kang bole kena buang universiti..dgr cerita laa..aku rs kalo aku jd model pn mesti bpk aku sumpah jd batu..kot..huhu..abis cerita.