Sum Dum Hums

here’s to scaling the caravanserai, eating sand, and not bathing for a whole day! 3 years in the making so finally! a place to get hot and heavy haha

we’ll be flying off tuesday the 8th at 3.15AM! krohh krohh..then u have this transit in kuwait for 9 hours..aih ill be having headaches for sure..been really busy (im actually lazing around at home right now haha so much for efforts of research)..anyway, i didnt bring any of the travel agent’s money back home (never have,they’re always safe in my locker in gombak whoops!) and adhel keeps texting me to take out money, agent wants you to pay today, haha sori sori! i dont bring any of the greens home la beb sori sori! have to squeeze some BSN visiting hours tommorow, we’ll try to do that in between the workshop sessions ok!

so surfed around to get a headstart on this Khan Asaad Pasha building..hmm..nice..nice..hey, wait a min- walamak gigantic la oii! how in the world are we going to measure that?!! get this, the building, i have nooo idea how much floor area it covers but internet pics do make em look sgt luas! (freakin out!!) it has multiple domes, multiple arches, multiple corak?? the big building is full of stripes oi penin la. i really dont think we’ll be doing the building in the end, but then again what do i know? did u seniors really scowered this huge of buildings?? my my..how to handle how to handle? must not sleep in workshop.

and then there’s the ever continuing dilemma of the travelling girl - her travel gear. beg besar mane nak bawak ni?? pnat dah tanya orang..how much money to bring? what i really really need to bring? can i shop for more? wawawa been shopping not so much since exams were around and so many things were going on, nearly missed the march sale..heleh padahal tak beli apa pun..we are determined to squeeze some shopping sessions on sunday..yeay! yakin jer sempat..ill bet we’ll be busy packing stuff and equipments we wont have time to eat..konon la kan. so the travelling girl needs to look her best..(alah sampai sn tak pikir ape you’ll be grateful for whatever you could bring,damn baggage restrictions..)even when she’s tracking the desert, even when shes only catalouging and not climbing up structures, she needs to pose for pics kan..haha ill be waiting for those medias and materials people! nice and cosy under some rock..

ingt keje catalouging senang la tuuu..hey, u think i dont want to panjat2 ke? thats what u really call heritage studies kan?? panjat sana..take detail sini..hey i wanna do that too..so be prepared to accept me ngendeng ngendeng wanna try this and that ok..it’ll be nice of you to give me a try hehe..

im prepared..prepared prepared yeke prepared.jom ke syria..get dehydrated.get spendy.get exhausted.heritage studies here we come.

everybody has those songs they keep on permanent playlist rite? alaaa the one u keep on playing for the whole household to hear..the one u paksa your roomates to enjoy n feeeeel..tpoo la kalo kata xde..lets say our room la kan..fuzah has her moods..when she’s all lovey dovey kuar la playlist mariah carey norah jones euuwww..like the other day, she was all angry and berdendam she played her angst songs; finger eleven papa roach she loves me not all those..when dier gayut..hmmh.naik mual la tgh gayut pun kna psg lagu ke? haha bg mood kot..tp bile fuzah psg rock kapak..wahaha satu bilik rejoice la weyh (we just love our guys mendayu-dayu =P)

so this is what i meant laa..those songs that keeps u going..personally, ive always been one for the heartbreaking love songs..any sad song will do lah..really like a song that can make me cry..why? tatau arr..nangis tu best..my personal playlist, stuck on tqah’s pc is all about 9 crimes, izinkan ku pergi, ketulusan hati kerispatih all that..boo hoo hoo..sedey nyer sedey nyer..tqah pun layan jer..kalo stay up dier psg sume lg ni sampai tdo..ngehe thk u tqah..kte tau awk pun suke kannn

the kind of songs u like are really the songs u can relate to btol tak btol tak? like you can put urself in the situation..like u yourself are the character within the song..haha..u la brokenhearted u la ditinggalkan kekasih..eceh. camne pulak kte nak relate ngan lagu merdeka la kan? i wasnt there in 1957! well pardon my patriotism..camne pulak nak relate ngan lagu sexyback? What kind of sexy do u want me to get back?? can u even get sexy back? am i supposed to get sexy back? mayb sexy doesnt even want to be back! hah!

so nowadays im all about Hujan. lambat sket, coz i didnt really get the pagi yang gelap song (brother waiting for brother? so gay.cannot relate sorry) bila aku sudah tiada was more of my kind..aritu gi kedai printing pun pc diorg psg Hujan. dak2 kat manchester pun kecoh Hujan. balik kampung br ni, ada ke sepupu2 aku yg kecik tu main teka-teki background diorg nyanyi lagu Hujan? hish besar pengaruh band ni weyh..xpnah tau pun lagu diorg bnyk sedey2..bes plak lyn..yg rancak2 lg2 perjuangan ader la 2-3 but the other songs fuuuhh they are my kind of songs..sini sedey..sana gudbye..sini i’ll wait for u no matter what..haha..make more sad songs make more sad songs! love it! love it!

so what kind of songs do you like? hey..i also like those songs that get you moving..like you wanna headbang or just move ur feet following beats..haha..but these are for sometimes..life seems to be more gloomy than happy..Hujan seems to understand..sad? im not sad. btol..im peppy. peppy pathetic. so help me. find me more rainy songs

for example; Maroon 5 - Better That We Break

sedey tak?

sedey kan.

cuti midsem 4 days only daa..uia kedekut..tu pon curik cuti tahun baru cina..U len cuti a week laaa..a week!! sabo jerla..

bape lm dah x balik umah? 1 month ++ so so..nape tak balik umah? hehe aderla sebab..bkn tade sebab alohai. parents x tny pun apsal tak balik..mama ckp sbb mls nak masak..haha..mayb..mayb not.

uish panas nyer shah alam..dahla g cameron burn..blk umah lg burn

huih rindunya blk umaaahh..ayah nmpk kurus sket..huhu sian dier..rindu anak kot..mama cam biaser..sian dier handle umah sorg2..adik? 16 yrs old already waaaaa dah besar adikkuuu..no you cannot drive the vios..no lesen no drive..oooo..kat dining ader whiteboard skang..amende graf graf y = mx + c nii? awak bukak tuition kat umah ek?? ey pls la pls la..takyah susah susah blaja add maths nii..in real life tak guna pun

plg bes ble balik umah..bilik ku sudah berkemas!!! haha bahagia idup aman sejahtera..i assure u..my room will nvr b as the way i last left it..last time i left it with bags on the floor, bj gantung2 tak masuk almari..buku pnoh ats meja..mcm2 lg laa..haih anak dara..but today i came home, waaaaaaa i love u la kak ayu..come n clean the house more often ok! haha..mn sume bnda ni pegi? hah! who cares! ilang lah! as long as the room’s kemas who cares where u all disappear

my cats.hish kurus gak korg sume ek..shireen dah tak gebu..jd mcm ank kucin dah dier..padahal mak segala kucin..koshka pun kurus..apsal korg?? x mkn ek? mama tak bg mkn ek?

hv yet to cek lampu mn rosak and plug mn takleh guna..no sign of anythin broken around the house..bes bes. lookin forward to visit tesco.

tempat feveret.

as displayed on the Hujan drummer,

saya jiwa kosong.

thank you so much family and friends.

had a wonderful birthday this year.thx for all the wishes and stuffs, how fortunate i am to hv finally reached 20!!

and as a friend turns twenty tommorow, i wish her a happy 29th of october…happy birthday and selamat bertunang apan!! im so jealous of youuuuuu~!!

u guys just luvv this column kan..kalo tajuk relationship wise je suka la tuh suka la tuh. so then, ive been talking to myself in the shower again..desperate times call for unusual measures? lonnggg gut-spilling speeches coz i wanna say it right when i gi ngadu nanti. i really really want to talk to someone..n u know whos the one person i want to talk to right now? of all people?

fuzah.

this must be familiar territory for her, konfem. i believe she’s the only one i can spill my heart out n get away with the answer i want - not necessarily the right answer or advice, but the answer that i WANT to hear..wrong or right tak kisahlah..hoho..get ready for the UK showdown..we’ll be debating in that tiny room, dark n cold, english for sure.

what am i talking about anyway? haha..meh tanya sikit..what should u do when ur partner is curang? hoho..takde takde..im still single, young n free (or so they say..) what gives u the license to curang anyway? what is this thing call curang? how do u even know if he’s curang or not?

well.u dont.

if he doesnt come out straight n jujur (haha goodluck lah) then you’ll nvr know for sure kan? very hard to validate someone kan. boys. u guys frustrate me u know. do u like me or dont u? just tell me so i can get over u. what?! u like her too??! WHAT?!! so now ur the ultimate bujang senang la yerrr..eyh, get out of my face lah. so..is this about me? am i such in a tight position bising2 sgt nih? haha..tatau tatau. just ranting out some insecurities..sambil2 menegakkan keadilan wahaha. just wanna say..why do u need to psg bnyk2 pompuan pon hah..tak cukup ke satu? what pleasure do you get from having so many girls hah..u spend more money, more time, tatau la more love or not kan but then again, u guys ni worth loving ke

one more thing. why dont ur friends tegor ur misbehaviour hah? if a guy plays around, does the friend tegor him? noooooo..if the guy curses his gal in front of a crowd, disses her with harsh words n all, does his friends tegor him? nooooo..boys are like this eh. biarlah ur friend wat salah apa pon asalkan ptg boleh men bole sesama kan.ok ok..mere examples only arr..nvr seen a laki so dayyus lagi but then again i know someone sikittt je lagi nak sampai tahap tuh..nak aje ktorg ramai2 ambush dia nih.."you dont deserve her tau tak!!!" lucky the gal sticks with him thru thick n thin..thru setia n curang..must be crazy. in love.

dont u guys know how hurtful u guys can be? when a girl loves, she loves with her heart n soul. anything for the guy. dia sanggup runtuhkan pendirian yg dah seumur hidup dia pegang. n when she hurts, she goes crazy ok. so please dont be cheap *toots*. bole tak kalo terus terang je? u want me ke, u want her ke, the other her ke, yg kolej sana tu ke, dak ampang tu ke, mane2 la. ckp jela.dont need to play with so many hearts. im not gonna kill u ke anything. ill just leave u la.

like the petronas ad boy whined, "why do i like my house? why do i like my house…why, do i like, my house?"

uhuh.you know,midterm hols just started..haha 4 days along already actually..do i miss home? sikit-sikit you can say..with no maid skang nih,i cant bring back loads of laundry anymore.owh well.havent been back for 2-3 weeks tak silap.same ol house i can tell you.owh yes.everythings broken.as usual.

i meant that literally ok.my house,has the highest lightbulb casualty rate in the bandar of shah alam.you know once, my bathroom went for months without lights..yeah we just love showering in the dark dad..i know nobody else uses the bathroom except me,tp tolonglah..i need lighting to actually clean myself thank you..i do not have nightvision ok..

the day i got home i switched on the upstairs living room lights and of the 4 flickered.ok..switched that one off.then i went into this room, the study, and switched these on.another case of the satu-per-empats.one out of four must suffer from the flickering bulb syndrome.why? so i ckpla kat adik kan,"aih..yang luar tu kelip-kelip yang dalam ni kelip-kelip jugak??" and you know what he replied? "biasalah..ni kan rumah kita.." sengih-sengih..you very smart ass arr..you tell that to ayah and you’ll have no more electric in your room haha..although his whole statement was indeed very true

casualties doesnt only apply to lightbulbs actually.its the same with window blinds,mirrors,curtain hooks,shower heads,everything.benda suka sangat rosak dlm umah nih.mirrors never stay up for long in my bathroom.wonder why ah? the master bathroom leaks at a very controlled rate.yeah.watermarks actually appear in time for raya.curtain hooks.sgt leceh and sgt degil.now we either tie our curtains or just push them to sides.window blinds.either adik smashed them with his indoor-bola stunts or he tugged them too hard and they merajuk - got stucked.owh well.no.13 jln 9/11 will always burn,break and leak. im sure your house is the same too kan.

i like this old semi-d.walaupun rumah ni nanti adik yang dpt kan..i can screw the house as much as i want to..he’ll pay for it in later years muahaha..i actually like the location.we are facing a shah alam main road and we do get to hear rempits at 3 o’clock in the morning.yes we do.we actually get to hear accidents and crashes as they occur.yup, we can scramble to our windows just in time.we just love our no.13

i believe i am.definitely.muktamad.sudah tentu.sampai bile.tidak tahu.

tukar topik.one month till puasa izzit? wahaha..jom diet jom..konon practice for puasa la kan..dah janji ngan tqah nak start diet dis week..caye tak? no more fast foods ahaha tpoo diri sndiri nih..were either gonna get gloriously fat (quote addison montgomery shepard- greys anatomy), or were gonna succeed n be teeny tiny slimmies!! nape gloriously fat u tanya? coz i tend to skip meals wohoho..when u deprive yourself of a meal u tend to stock up more when the next meal comes ahaha..bacalah majalah rapi..kalo dah xde keje sgt.

kan bes..dah habis ganti puasa lama dah..leyh seksa org len yg rushing mengganti puasa skang ni..ahaha..bak kata haikal,"devil btol la korg(suara sopan dan kesian)" ahaha..zatul jom buli haikal lagi jom..kite cucuk cucuk plastisin letak kat stereng dier jom..tak pon kte wat lawak nasi lemak ayam ngan nasi lemak telur ayam..sure haikal ban ktorg tanak bwk shopping dah lepas nih

eyh btol la..org nak diet nih..nak pakai kebaya 1st day raya nih..kena prepare heart n soul..n body.so korg jgn nak ngade2 ajk mkn besar mkn kek mkn ape2 sj la..saya nak quit mkn.

when you care you hurt.

ive stopped caring a long time ago..long long time ago..ape org kata, hati batu? tu yg bile patut nangis tu kdg2 takley nangis..pastu org kata kte xde perasaan..huhu..but some situations require you to be hati batu..but i still have feelings ok.

you hurt me you die.so i wish.u know that wallpaper i have.love kills? thats so true kan.kills u sikit demi sikit.dem.a lot of people saw the wallpaper and actually agreed.hah.so u know what it feels like? really? really??

then u must be hati batu jgak.kalo tak pun hati mati.btol tak?

so just let me be.i may not be single tommorow but then again i may not even be alive tommorow gak kan? those 13 signs are still gonna show but hey, im done waiting.

farha jom therapy.lets forget the jerks in our lives.and pretend they never made us cry.

while caring for my sickly datuk (yes my paternal grandparents live with us now), i came to realise one thing.i was given the honour of feeding him dinner tonight and as i was spoonfeeding him mashed carrots+potatoes+nasi+macam2 lagi, i watched him closely and thought;

"dulu garang sgt.."

haha.just kidding lorr..of course he was garang..he was guru besar laaa..tak garang tak menjadi la budak2 tuuu..anyway,as i watched him closely something hit me and i thought hoho..;

so that’s where i got my nose.

datuk punya hidung rupanya!! ceh.penat aku scan muka ayah ngan mama. maybe la ade sket2 rojak campur hidung diorg kan,but this! hoho..smacked right in the middle of my old grandpappy’s face i saw…hidungkuuu!!

ahaha..sambil suap-menyuap ngan layan dia bercakap tanpa gigi palsu dier (sikit pun x paham tp xpela) kte pun usap2 la tgn dierr..adik ckp kalo kte main2 urat dier nnt bole tgk darah jalan. so aku pun main2 laa urat dier yg timbul2 tuh..sebab datuk aku ni dah kurus keding,tgn dier dah xde daging dah, tinggal urat2 jerr..sekejap urat tu aku sekat, pastu aku bagi jalan balik, pastu sekat lagi, pastu tolak2 sikit..tiba-tiba,

"hah,watpe tu."

ehehe..adik aku dah sengih2 kat hujung meja..dia nampak rupanya.. nasib baik xde sape heran..nenek aku pun wat tak kesah je..ntah2 kalo aku potong urat datuk aku pun xde sape sedar

huhu.

anyway, beyondborders2007 sudahpun tamat pd 25 jun yg lepas (yeay!!)..tahniah committee!! lagi2 committee welfare woohhooo~ walopon org tak nmpk ktorg bekejar ke hulu ke hilir kutip sampah ape sumer,org nmpk kte glam jer jadi usher,tp xpe asal kte bahagia kan..asal glam wahaha..anyway i lost 2kgs over beyondborders..(wonder how much the director lost hihi..)

kepada sesape yg tercicir sejambak kunci, swiss knife attached, silalah tuntut kat aku..tempat penciciran : depan CAC..n kepada budak2 taylors..korg nyer tripod yg tertinggal tu baek korg dtg tuntut cepat..aku tanak pegang lama2..nnt aku bagi datuk aku jadikan tongkat kang